Parentsssss

I'm 19, and that's my real age kyuki kahi kahi mai jhut bhi bata deta hu, pe the thing is, ek hota h, ki log suffer krte h kyuki unke parents unhe support ni krte, but why mere parents support rokte h, ki nhi hi krna hai, like support mat karo it's easier mai khudke dum pe kuch krne ka try krlunga pr ye to rok hi rahe h yr. Abhi I'll be hosting an free fest for childrens at a village which is not decided, but i haven't told my parents yet, ladd krke karunga pr, vo bohot restrictions daalte h like, kuch kahu to ki humne itta kiya h, humko pata h sahi galat, ye sab kn hota, padho, fir kehdu ki aap Khushi ni dekhte, to ki terko ye dilaya h, bada kiya h, terko phone gadi jo jo ho skta tha sab to diya hai, fir bhi hum hi bure h, paida kiya bada kiya what not, ik they did a lot for me, pr tbh ye sab ni bhi krte to bhi issue ni tha,. instead of jaha support krna chahiye, it's not about success, kuch chije Mann ke liye bhi ki jaati h, aur i can get success by earning myself, but guess what, vo ye bhi ni krne dete, ki padho, naukari lagao. Ab kya karu. Thing is, I was good at studies genetically, but kabhi usme interest ni tha, ni krni naukari yr, ye sab mere liye ni h, bachpan se ye hi constant thought h. Ab idk, they want me to do govt job like them, kuch bhi kaho to paida kiya bada kiya vo kiya ye kiya. Merko fir lagta h i wanna leave this house, I'm not saying they are bad, they love me the most, pr just because u care about me, don't mean u won't even let me walk, just to make sure that i don't fall. Fir ye pyaar bohot yk suffocating hota h, ik esa ni kehna chahiye. Pr i feel like moving out. Pr kaha ye bhi ni pata, aur kaise, aur kya karunga, college bhi chalri h, it's so fckd up.