I am begging this subreddit people to please help me ( life or death type situation hai )

This exam is the last thing I can do if i didn't clear it I will suc!de Family is so toxic and I am a dropper my life is not good and I want to get the fuck out of this home I need help This attampt is fucked so I am focusing on April attampt My 11th is done and my 12 is not done even a bit So i have two options 1) I can complete my class 12 syllabus physics and chemistry with manzil within a month then I can start revision and test and pyq in February and March 2) I can complete whole 12th chemistry and physics in 2 months jan+wholefeb With pryas dropper batch 5 lecture a day then their class questions revision and dpp that's it Only 1 month left for pyq and revision and test Which one to follow i need rank under 40k-60k A bit of luck is on my side I am obc and in Delhi so I can get dtu cse or ece with this rank what to do ??and I am serious I will suc!deif I didn't clear or get any college.