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Please help everyone!!! Jee january wala nhi diya 2nd dropper hu prep bhi utni khaas nhi hai only getting 40-50 marks, jan wala isliye nhi diya bcz papa admit this hospital mai ab, meri sabse badi dikaat yeh hai ki loan nhi ho rha h mera kyuki mummy papa ka credit score kharab h, pr meri teacher bol rhi h mai apni gurantee le dilwa dungi pr meri rank kuch khaas nhi aane wali mujhe pta h toh unhone bola tu punjabi hai tujhe gtbit mil jayega sikho ka college pr dikkat yeh hai ki uska placement maine suna h bhot bekar h agar mai loan leleta hu aur job acchi nhi lagti toh kaise pay kruga monthly emi aur sath sath mera na khud ka ghar hai aur na hi jyada family income hai, agar mai loan naku maam se toh kha kru koi sasta course hi nhi hai kuch samjh nhi aarha h, socha tha bca krluga distant se pr uske baad job milna toh bhul hi jaao, gov exam mai aur din nhi kharab kr chahta bcz pehle hi jee ke 2 saal barbaad krdiye kuch samjh nhi aarha h mere papa ko asthma woh pata nhi 6-7 saal kama payege mummy teacher h pr unki salary jyada nhi h ab batao mai kya kru koi course bata do loan lena chaiye ya nhi ya kya kru kuch samjh nhi aaarha h agar placmenet gtbit se shi nhi laga toh loan nhi bhar pauga for sure, remeber na hamare pe khud ka ghar h na saving bcz of my parents past karm, bhot buri trah daas gya hu yrr please sari baate padh ke jawab dena koi college kuch bhi koi rasta samjh nhi aarha h, mera jee bhi gharwalo ke trauma ki wjh se kharab hua tha financial issue