Madad kardo nhi tu chud jaunga 🙏

Han tu main hun chutiya maine bhut procastinate kiya overthink kiya anxious rha par aise kaam nhi chalega Mereko 70%+ chahiye hongey 11th finals mein nhi tu baap Zinda gaad dega Mere hai galti main Manta hu par please mujey madad kardo mujey shuru karney mein bhut dikkat huri hai zyada kuch nhi padha hai par please 11th waste na ho madad kardo 🙏 Mere 10th mein 60% aye they mere baap ne bhut sunaya aur us chakkar mein pcm lena pada sab ego mein liya kyunki hmesha bola main dumb hu mera kuch nhi hoga aur mujey chutiye ki tarah pcm leke acche marks lakey dikhana tha ki main dumb nhi hu aur JEE dena padega.. han hun main galat par ab mujhe madad kardo Maine ek plan bnaya hai ki feb ke ending take jaise taise syllabus aur revision karlu Par is mahine mera ye pending hai- basic maths Sets Trigonometry Quad equation Unint and measurement Math tool Vectors Motion in straight line Structure of atom Basic of chem Periodic table Mera basic hai gadbad par main mehnat karkey theek karney ky tayaar hu please help me i don't want to end up the same way I did last year in finals Main kar saqta tha par nhi kar paya mujey pta tha 80 above easily las saqta hai par itna chaos tha bahar aur andar mere se nhi hupaya Main apney upar is saal research kiya ki main Aisa kyu hin kyu nhi normal jaise hu life itni tough kyu hai tu mujey ADHD ki puri sure hai kyunki har ek cheez same huwi jo bhi articles videos dekhi sab same jiteney bhi online test le saqta sabe ADHD main excuse nhi mar rha but apney ap ko smajhney ki koshish kar rha hu Mere paas PW ki sari arjuna batch ki access hai Basic maths by Ashish sir mein 23 lecs hai aur maths tool by Manish sir mein 12 ye dono 2.0 mein hai inhi se main abhi padh rha hun Baaki agar aplog mujey koi tip desaqo ya koi yt lecture jo acche se cover kar de jissey mera Itna sab lectures ki vjah 1-2 lec dekh time Bach jaye 🙏🙏 Mujey maths mein Ashish sir bhut acche legy main bhut chutiya hun par unko samaj aya aur Manish sir bhi acche lgey unko chapters ka oneshot aur ye baki inorganic organic ke koi acche teacher ka oneshot ya playlist jo main iss mhine khatam karlu bhut help hogi Aur agar yha kisiko ADHD hai tu please help me give me any tips how I can manage my studies now and don't procastinate or overthink I'm very tired days are going like seconds and i don't enjoy my life at all... Aur agar kisiko janna hai pcm lekey kya karunga tu mujey web development ki coding ati hai abhi tu mujhe coding pasand hai usi mein jo bhi karunga ab 🙏