JEE MAINS'25 a little story-time

jee 25tard here, F17 have my prep done, but confidence is lost so basically problem is parents, especially mumma every morning, i have a hard time waking up early so i get up around 9 and sometimes if i go late to sleep i get up around 10 man the problem is, mom starts character assassinating me saying raat mai ---- krti ho, assumes i smoke vape (i dont), keep talking to only boys, every other guy i talk to is presumed as my boyfriend and idk where has this came from dad is very supportive even says jee mai jo hoga dekha jaega but like still says nikalo beta its necessary and its great mumma always makes me feel mai kya hu, mujhe "r" word bade casually boldeti hai i hate it agar jee nahi nikla toh idk kya hoga mera, zinda laash bna dengi mocks mai kabhi kabhi i do well and kabhi exam pressure mai aake pura paper fuck krdeti hu