I've decided to Double Drop

Yeah, I'm doing it. No other option, fellas. I took my 12th board exams in 2024 and failed. Took a drop to try again in 2025, but honestly, I think I'll fail again unless, by some miracle, they decide to hand out grace marks. I haven't studied anything seriously from the 11th and 12th syllabus. Like, nothing. Yeah, I know, it's pathetic. But there’s a reason. I won’t go into the full story because I don’t want to trauma dump, but let’s just say life hasn’t been kind to me from 2016 to 2024. Clinical depression, family issues , really dark ones. Probably not something I’d share here. Still, 2024 gave me a full year, and this time, it was on me. I had the time, but I didn’t do a damn thing. I completely forgot how to study. Hell, I even forgot how to write. And by the time it hit me that the year was slipping away, I thought, okay, I need to get serious now. Then? Fell in love. Got cheated on. Lost my grandpa. And, of course, the usual family drama. Now that's the R*ndi Rona Part. Coming back to the main issue. I don't think I'll pass PCM with good score. Might as well fail in P and C. And you need good aggregate score to even give the enginnering exams. Ik I'll be missing out on BITSat and JEE Adv. But atleast I'll have a good college. So yeah. Wish me luck. I hope I get a Good College next year. EDIT :- IF I PASS IN MY BOARDS WITH ONLY ONE COMPARTMENT THAT MEANS I CAN GO TO COLLEGE THIS YEAR ITSELF. BUT IF THAT HAPPENS THEN ONLY.