How my JEE 2025 JAN was ruined

Kaise ho bhaiyo aur bahano. I have been pretty cooked in the recwnt 22 jan attempt. Im probably getting 85-92 marks despite how I have been studying since day 1 in class 11. I study in home tution for JEE mains in 12th (I was in AhaGuru in 11th) and in class 12 my physics teacher badly betrayed me. God knows why, but he would only make me do NCERT solved examples and back exercises in August month. In class all he would do was making me memorise derivations and he would intentionally give me more calculative questions so that he wpuldn't have to teach me higher concepts. This is not the worst. He said he would complete my syllabus by august but by august we had only completed till Alternating Current. He used to only do ncert in class and his real nature was revealed when in august he did not come for 3 weeks!!! Even after his pathetic teaching he expected 80/80 from me in half yearlies. But j got 40 which is really his standard. Before half yearly i had insisted my dad to change the teacher however he was not sure if the new teacher would be any better so we continued with this dumbass until i got shitty marks in half yearlies. Well now I study from a good physics teacher and he repaired all the damage to my concepts done by the previous guy. But worst of my situation was yet to come. In november I got severe dengue. My platelets dropped to 10000 and I couldnt move an inch. For 21 days i could not study so my 11th revision became impossible. I only studied class 12 and there i got 92. It was almost as if some invisible force wasnt letting me succeed in 2024.