Had my brkup. Neetard

--- To be honest, this isn’t about karma farming or trying to distract anyone. I’m a 19-year-old guy who was in a relationship with an 18-year-old girl. I ended our 3-year relationship because she betrayed me just 5 months before NEET. It wasn’t infidelity or cheating—nothing like that. We had promised each other that we’d give our final NEET attempt together. I had scored decent marks in my last attempt, enough to get into a BDS college, if not for some unfortunate issues. I spent almost all my dummy school years and one drop year alone in my room, dealing with severe depression. Yes, you heard it right—having a rich girlfriend doesn’t solve every problem. But she was the only one who supported me emotionally during those years, and I relied on her completely. Her family is quite wealthy; her father is a private loan lender. On the other hand, I’m financially weak. She took admission in a private BDS college, while I joined a B.Sc. program, which I’ve struggled to manage because I’m dealing with my own depression. I didn’t want my struggles to affect her morale, though. Maybe she faced minor issues in her life, but now she’s ready to abandon the NEET journey we promised to complete together and settle for a life we agreed we wouldn’t accept, no matter what. Things changed after she started college. She made new friends, and the way she supported me emotionally began to change. There’s this one guy friend who dared to call her almost three times a week within a month. I told her to choose—either me or her new life. She said she wanted both, but I couldn’t agree to that. Eventually, she decided to leave me. Today, she thanked me for all the memories from our teenage years. I asked her to block me, and surprisingly, she did it immediately. She sent me emotional messages, but deep down, I know she’s moved on. She even rejected 4 guys in college in just 3–4 months, but she told me she can’t continue her NEET journey with me anymore. She’s moved on to a new life and doesn’t want to carry the “burden” of her past. Meanwhile, I’m stuck in loneliness and have lost all my will to study over the last 3 months. My end-semester exams are approaching, and I’m sure I’ll fail them. I’ve lost all my positivity, and my mental state is completely broken. She even found my Reddit account and stalked my profile, so I created a new one. I feel like I’ve lost my will to eat and just want to live a normal life like everyone else. I’m getting older, and my mock scores have dropped from 600+ to around 500. My parents aren’t supportive at all. I can’t contact her again because I asked her to block me, and she did. This is the most pathetic phase of my life, and I don’t know how to handle it. If anyone has any suggestions, please help me.