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So I am class 12th student I f***** my 11th and 12th including jee mance session 1 with only 50%tile this all happened due to phone and f****** cigarettes now this will be my last post on reddit I want to do something my goal is to score 99% I'll in JEE mains 2026 January attempt I won't fill up the form for April attempt cause I know how much I have prepared I would rather say zero to I am quitting everything reddit YouTube and all the stuff I already good smoking so meet you all after 2026 session 1 results cause I can't f*** my life anymore I don't have anyone or anything except my career I lost my mother at the age of 6 and half years and my father is extremely toxic so I can't let something is spoil my future or my life so meet you all wish me good luck