Bs bhai ho gya mera......... nhi kr paya me......Yes I'm a Looser!!.....kl se mere parents mujhe suna rhe h ki 2 saal ghr byth k barbaad kiye ho(Haa, me Online Tyari kiya tha) jitna unnlogo ne mere 10th boards me 90% laane k baad pichle 2 saal sunaya tha usse bhi zayada pichle 12hrs me suna chuke h.

https://preview.redd.it/dttsblofkoie1.png?width=923&format=png&auto=webp&s=022a979d0084019dfbee1cd9e9925727fcfca5b9 https://preview.redd.it/d670fshgkoie1.png?width=1374&format=png&auto=webp&s=a65b21a994e2283d9a984949048132d7fd1c06fd Bs bhai ho gya mera......... mne iss baar 1st attempt diya tha!!...... nhi kr paya me...... kl se mere parents mujhe suna rhe h ki 2 saal ghr byth k barbaad kiye ho(Haa, me Online Tyari kiya tha) jitna unnlogo ne mere 10th boards me 90% laane k baad pichle 2 saal sunaya tha usse bhi zayada pichle 12hrs me suna chuke h......... Class ki wo grls jo log kbhi msg seen bhi nhi krti thi ya fir seen kr k reply bhi nhi krti the aaj unka saamne se msg aarha h......... Ho gya mera abb me nhi rehna chahta....... chill, me suc\*de nhi krunga but agar ar aisa chlta rha to me ghr chhod dunga, nhi rehna yrr aise ghr me...... Mujhe kl se itna suna rhe h sab koi kisi ne thodi se bhi qsr nhi chhodi, even mera chota bhai usne tk sunaya...... jb mne usse bola ki tm shaant rho to ulta parents bhi usi ki side le rhe h, bol rhe h ki q na boley kaam hi itna accha kiye ho!! bhai meri sabse bdi glti thi ki me 10th me 90% lekr aagya, na to me 90% laata na to mujhe apne upr yakeen hota ki me nikaal lunga!! literally kl raat se meri heart beat bhot increase hui h kch samajh nhi aarha h............wo log bol rhe h ki atleast qualify to kiye hotey!!!......... me roo bhi nhi sakta, ghr wale ar bolege ki agar mehnat kiye hote to rona na pdta........ mmy ar bol rhi h ki padhne wale ldke khi bhi padh lete h, and ye online coachings ka results baar baar laakr dikhaya jaa rha h mujhe........ bhai me accept krta hu ki mne utni tyari nhi kiya jitna krna chaiye tha....... but fir bhi daily 10+ sitting hrs rehta tha mera with 40-60% efficiency......Hu bhai me looser hu nhi ho paya mujhse .......... ghr walo se bola tha 1 drop k liye to unhone seedhe mna kr diya, fir ar logo se rqst krwa kr agree krwaya to offline coaching me enroll krne k liye mna kr diya.......... fir mne apne school k manager se kaha ki aap boliye, unhone bola and mere ghr wale maan to gye but boley ki june k baad bhejenge, and aise jagha bhej rhe h jaha mere relatives ka ghr h........... taki wo log mujh pr puri nazr rkh paye!!.......... tmlog yakeen nhi kroge but meri whatsapp chats, YT history daily check krte h wo log.......... agar mere kisi classmate ka call aaya to speaker pr rkhwa ke baat krte h.......... abb bhai unnlogo ko thodi pta ki mere parents bhi baat sunte h, wo log agar flow flow me gaali de de to meri sangati khrab h.......... Me kya kru kaha jau kch samajh nhi aarha h........ monday se boards h and bilkul mnn nhi kr rha h kch samajh nhi aarha h.......... ​