A topper , dropper , and now a looser.

So fckedup at this moment so making this post. I study alot , I mean even with consistency still can't get 100 no. in jee main ke test. Don't know where I'm lagging? Lemme elaborate. Physics done , chemistry done , maths mai easy chapters only(for Obv reasons). Jee main percentile 83(hag k aayi thi , questions solve kre aur glt tick krke aagyi 4-5 questions) kyaa kru kuchh smjh nhi aara. Aur logo ke expectations 🤡. I was thinking atleast home state nit(uk) to mil jayegi lekin lwda lassan kuch na mil raha. 2nd attempt ki prep kr rhi hu , to lgta h theory to aati hai questions nhi bante. Test deti hu to no. Nhi aate , pura din demotivation. KYA KRU MAI MR JAU?😭 PS: THIS IS MY FIRST REDDIT POST , DON'T KNOW KYA HOTA HAI ISME