I Finally Gained Freedom Last Night From Social Conditioning & Blind Beliefs!

I 23 M Finally Gained Freedom Last Night Social Conditioning that's going on India The disgusting forced desire to be the sharma ji ka beta where you have to be humble , Be religious and Guilt of always doing something different I was born into a very catholic family, But abusive father and pretty much dumb Mother fast forward 23 years , life was living hell always on the edge I have never been happy even for one day life never had gone to sleep wanting to wake up tommorow The only good thing going on in my life is my skill to Code I'm Passionate Software Engineer ( or atleast that's what my peers tell ) But I have always felt I have been criminally underpaid and under appreciated I was being currently being congnitivley abused ( overdrained ) by the R&D Of the my current MNC they pay me like 30k bro that's no what my peers get paid for doing 10% of what I do ( they get like ,2-2.5 L) month My mother is huge believer in these God , religion, karma , curse all that stuff She kept sending me this motivational quotes and bible verses how God plan is different for me Yesterday was the last straw , I was preparing for a Interview that would have changed my life Good Comp, Good Location I did not sleep for almost a week I had enough coffe in my body to unalive small creatures but the final round manager was not even intrested in hiring me he just randomly asked some questions of internet and then rejected me ! This was my ticket to a better life the Break I wanted So Finally I understood THERE IS NO GOD , EVEN IF THERE IS HE DOESN'T GIVE A **** About Me So Burned My 15 Year Old Bible & Donated my Silver Christian Ring to my hostel mate ( he was pretty chill about it ig he's gonna sell it ) Yesterday I slept better Today is my first day as a Free Man I want all your help to plan my life from now on 🙏🏻