Just a rant

23M, I moved to this city a few months ago for work, and it's hitting me now how hard it is to make friends once you're out of college. Life feels like this repetitive cycle of going to the office, coming home, and doing it all over again. I just have colleagues at work. I'm an introvert, and honestly, this city feels like it's pulling me even deeper into my own shell. Some days, I crave having someone around to talk to or just sit with. Other days, I am fine with my work. What's weird is that l'm only 23, but I already feel like I can't relate to anyone. Even back home, with family and old friends, I feel detached. I don't feel like I fully belong there anymore, but l'm not sure I'm adjusting here either. It's like I'm floating between two places, not really grounded in either. Weekends are the worst. The quietness, the loneliness-it's suffocating sometimes. And then weekdays come around, and suddenly, work feels like the only thing keeping me sane. I don't know what l'm even trying to say here. Maybe I'm just tired of how isolating life feels right now. Life honestly right now feels like a question marks, existence feels like a question mark. If you've made it this far, thanks for reading. Just needed to vent somewhere. Edit: This post was just an experimentation to check how people respond to both genders posting something like this