I think I will never be able to make friends no matter how hard I try.

23 M, I struggle to keep friendships afloat because I am a very boring person who never talks or engages in conversations. From childhood I have been very silent and shy kid until I knew that my shyness is because I might be on autistic spectrum. Normally I like having friends who can match my personality or vibe with me. I really never had friends in my school as I used to be very isolated and alone, I like being that way for somehow as I am comfortable in my own space. Not that I feel bad about it, but it truly misses fun in life. Now that I have so much going on with me like coming of depression and with no course of action for my future. Also being fat affects me mentally that I fear to approach people who might reject me outrightly. I just want to make friends no matter how they look or talk I don't care.