18M Want some nice friends

It's been more that 17 years since my family came to Hyderabad. We are actually from mort east India. Since the beginning of my school days in Hyderabad I used to get bullied and never had any friends. Just few months back I met a girl online who want to be my friend I didn't trusted her and ignored her but after talking to eachother for sometime in a insta gc we became friends, but today she left me for no reason 😭. She is the only friend I had. I really wish I find some friends here who are nice to me ☺️