Would I ever find love

I am tired mitro. Height 5'5 h, age 28 h, male hu, badi muskil se ekk bandi set hui thi 2024 mai, office ki thi. Chod di dec mai, cheat kiya. Bolti h ki tumse attracted nahi hu, and ki tumne soch kaise liya ki mai tumse shaadi ya long term kuch rakhungi (uski height bhi 5'4 kuch thi, suru se bolti thi, that she is out of my league) Tension se acne aa gaye, rang kafi dark h (gora nahi hu). Body banane ki koshish kar raha aab ja kar (bahut resistance and pain h, but kar raha) Height wali thoughts Roz khane ko aati h mujhe Maa baap bol rahe, koi h to batade (gazab pressure h sala 🥲) Ekk thik chiz thi, job, uske bhi L lagne suru ho gaye, tension se Sab dost loser bol rahe, feel Kara rahe, saalo ko dost bhi kaise bolu samaj nahi aa raha aab (They are all I have, what a fucking loser am I, right? 😂) Confidence ki maa chud chuki h, jeevan se trast ho chuka hu, man nahi lag raha And bas pure din Randi Rona karta hu man hi man mai, sad songs sunta hu, Bhajan sunta hu Aab aap log bhi bol do, ki kya loser h 🙂 Chalo, rant over