I am finally getting married!

To the love of my life? Well yes ! After 2 bad relationships, and investing in a 8 year long relationship we have finally decided to stay together forever. Still feels unreal for me. I still wonder how can someone be so sure to keep me in their life forever 😂. My parents didnt want me at a time, my ex didnt want me and well he? He loves me. He really does. I dont even have a doubt of 1% that he doesnt. He has actually shown multiple times now that he does love me and i now kinda know. He takes care of me like nobody else does, he keeps a note of my likes and dislikes and actually does whatever he can to make me feel as loved as possible. With 99% of the time making fun of me that 1% of time when he goes on and on admiring me for everything, from the texture of my skin to my smile to my brain to my talents to me being emotional, to the cellulite on my thighs to my not so pretty arms, he says he loves it all. How? I don't know! I never loved myself. I have a tendency to find flaws in everything i am to everything i do but this guy, he loves it all. His words mean so much to me he will never know. From never being confident in how i look, my physique, my voice i have started loving myself too. I feel more confident now. This relationship was not just about loving him, but also about starting to love myself and i guess thats why i am marrying him. Because he has taught me to love in different ways starting from loving myself. When i see posts about "a single relationship changing your outlook of life and healing you from almost everything you have ever gone through" i guess this one's for me! Thank you for making me love myself baby.