Aaj muje pata chala ki I was sexually abused

I am a 22 year old male and aaj muje pata chala ki throughout the whole phase of college I was sexually abused (not raped) by my classmate, my friend who is a 23 year old male. Mai kaap ra hun ye sochte hue ki usne kis kis way mei kiya. I always felt uncomfortable around him after that incident. Muje kisiko btana chaiye ye? I don’t know. I fell like crying and I am shaking mildly. I felt disgusted by the thought of him near me. I mean bhai he was so nice around me, to only me, it was obvious but mai samaj hi ni paya. Because of him mera sara fuck up hua college. I don’t know if he liked me or not but bhai as a normal person irrespective of any gender, should you make that person’s life hell whom you liked? I might be exaggerating by saying hell, I don’t know if it was hell or not but that was the worst phase of my life till now. I mean he was so physical with me, so touchy. Fuck.