Who do you want to be in life?

Who do you guys actually want to be in life? Not what but who. How do you dream your future years? With the amount of stress I'm going thru with my job, I kinda feel like leaving it all behind to join some monastery or maybe pick up a low paying stress free job that'll put food on my table and a place to stay. Sometimes I wonder if life's even worth living, can't seem to put a finger on the purpose of it all. Can't really recall the last time I was genuinely happy or content.