Puthu Varusham - 2025

Okay this is not a full rant, sorry nanbargale. Ana vera flair enna poda nu therila. This year has not been the kindest to me personally. The only friends I had left me, my girlfriend left the country, I witnessed my mother attempt (she survived), I gave up on the only dream I have been running behind for the last five years, I gave up on my sanity just about, I gave up on my fitness, I gave up on every effort I have put into becoming a better person. Only thing I have not given up on yet is life. And I'm just 18. I know, everybody is going to come at me saying stuff like "I'm too young" and something like that, but it has been that way. Barring 2023, I do not have anything worth remembering since 2019. COVID and 2022 screwed me up big time. To add to all of this, I am almost failing my 12th exams. But somehow, I weirdly feel hopeful. Hopeful that I can change things and that something good is waiting. Guess I will just go along. Anyways, thanks for coming to my TED Talk guys. Nandri.