In desperate need of help!

Hello all! Most of you here know me as this Disabled Former Newspaper Intern! If you remember, you also know how I was a run away kid from home. I'm honestly struggling to write words here. Recently my bike had broke down and it costed 20k to fix it. I had spent the whole 10k I had in my savings and had borrowed the remaining amount. Now, I'm deep in debt and I do not have any confirmed shoots for as far as I can see. I'm not looking for donations or contributions here (not out of ego or self-respect and all, I suppose asking that kind of thing here can get me banned from his sub). I'm actually pleading this sub to offer me a shoot! I'm a service provider, I offer a service, and you pay me for my service. So, please offer me a shoot. I can shoot anything small-scale. You got a small home event coming up? Hire me! You need any pre-wedding shoots from a freelance photographer? Hire me! Hell, you need a simple family shoot with kids at home? Hire me. Pets? Hire me (oh, pet shoots are my favourite!). I can shoot literally ANYTHING as long as it's a one man job, except Food and Products shoots. I'm well aware this post can end up getting deleted from this sub, or at worst, me getting banned! But I'm willing to take this risk for the time being till this post comes across the mods. Be good, Chennai!