Hi guys ,need advice

Main 27 saal ka hoon ,kabhi girlfriend nahi banayi,virgin hoon main .sex karne ki iccha hain but ladki patana nahi aata . Kya mujhe escort/call girl ke saath sex karna chahiye Mann bohot hain par guilt aata hain ki yeh galat hain nahi karna chahiye . Kuch salaah do Bhai log .