Confused About my first Car

I am going for an i20 but i just have a love for Maruti Suzuki. It was the first car of my home. Their engines are reliable and the cars are maintainable. And i see two very good cars i.e ciaz and jimny. I want to feel for my first car. I see everything good in i20 but i dont get emotional for it. IDK it might sound dumb. Outside maruti i would have gonw for Polo but that is also not available now. I dont want my first car to be just a financial decision. Sorry if it feel like i am bitching