My story is a little weird here. So am I.

Hi. I'm from the North and was in a relationship with my schoolmate, we were from the same caste and everything so I hoped it would work out but it didn't and it's been 10 years to that ( Yes 10 in April 25 ). I've been single for the longest time and recently fate landed me up in Bangalore. I am bipolar and it got really difficult to deal with the breakup. I didn't date anyone, lost a really cute girl Now I'm low on confidence and am trying to build up again. I've been mostly stable for the last few years. The thing is I am 32 and I don't think I'll find someone that matches my vibe ( tbh the kids in my PG are nice but I guess they are on a different page than me ). On this new year, I hope to meet someone special and vibe. I am usually patient now. But idk if I'm ready for a relationship in this era. I sure do want someone to bond with. I might sound confused but I guess I'm just drunk, alone. What should I do? I like people but feel I lack the social skills cos of the awkwardness, I could kill it easily earlier but I'm not sure about now. Any comments or advice?