Why am I feeling miserable to be in INDIA day by day ?

We are just told that look at India land of culture and family history 1) Culture - yes its there, but what about lack of civic sense, white people fetish, white people supremacy and worshipping, worshipping fair skin when the most beautiful god - Krishna was described as dark skinned as 'Neela Megha Cloud'. Collectively there isn't a prominent culture at all its all very divided with honor killings, stupid caste system , reservation and ooh ya rape culture as well 2) History - yes we were one of the first few civilization in human history , but we were not the first...idk which idiot made it a statement that - We were first civilization and even if we were ...what about? why are we obsessed with first to invent, first to do this do that, we never had any official patent for those things so please be well informed 3) Population and economic numbers - India beat China at world population count - my bro! nearly maxing 2 Billion population has such drastic effect that we will surely start relocating and possibly lose ourselves to fatal situations, our country's lack of uniform civil code has done more damage that anything else. And you know what China will do, it will optimize its unwanted population growth to focus on sustainability, improving its economy and ya killing it at the geo-political war and building a nice arse business corridor with RUSSIA. and those high GDP numbers or some other statistical data - bro every high count in something is not an achievement, look at the dilemma at hand first. What are they actually tryna say, so much GDP where are the proper roads? where are the proper education. 4) Tourism: my lord don't get me started, I certainly wish not to even step out of my home, everywhere its smog, too much traffic, its getting unsafe for women increasingly and ya ! we donot really respect our historical sight! give TAJ MAHAL - a freaking burial place for a woman a mughal guy lusted over, is a UNESCO sight the irony, but Sun Temple at Konark is not a wonder who are you kidding? 5) employment, unemployment, business paradox - a thriving eco-system of startups, right? they be making no innovation, just ripped off ideas with gen-z packaging for some reason?, so many so called companies I don't get how the education system producing all these rank holders is equally capable of not bridging the gap between market demand for high skilled human resource and the education they need - whenever I see a JEE/NEET ranker I am so disappointed - are you building a generation of engineers who solve problems are just some stupid mark scoring machines ? If you do consider starting a business the ass kissing you have to do , to actually make profits without participating in some party funding scheme for your businesses' benefit is diabolical 6) Colonial History? - bro when India was free you know who had a similar economic situation CHINA did ! they had this period of time where kids didnt go to school and they were revolting given the economy now look at them and look at us ! propaganda this and that you might say but you cannot deny the development speed- an INDIAN rank holder will lose against a Chinese middle schooler any time given how much studious yet self aware they are. almost every colonized country has gone to great lengths but us ...urgh boys here don't even know what periods is let alone basic sex education to stop unwanted pregnancies. 7) If you answer is - yo there is so much corruptions, ya our education sucks uk, people need aid in ways hear me out - potential is potential so is possibility yet there has to be a way, idk I am very pessimistic of what holds in the future ahead ...............