Why do Indians justify racism against themselves

I understand we have some problems but they exist everywhere but still- you don't see a Chinese person saying they deserve racism because of Covid which killed millions of people you don't middle easterners saying they deserve racism for thousands of terrorist attacks, beheadings, grooming gangs in Europe, oct 7 massacre instead they celebrate it you don't see a black person saying they deserve racism for having highest crime rate in US and violent riots and crimes in Europe, poverty, wars and gang wars in Africa you don't see any Israeli saying they deserve hate for their war crimes and massacre in Palestine you don't see any Russian feeling ashamed and saying they deserve hate for their war crimes in Ukraine you don't see yt people feeling ashamed for their war crimes in middle east, thousands of rapes of underage girls in east asia Japanese don't even admit to rapes and messed up things they did during WW2 You don't see Latinos saying they deserve racism for all the cartel, rapes, gang wars and drug epidemic they caused I saw a post of an Indian guy cooking spicy food in his own home and bunch of yts crying in comments and as usual Indians saying that we deserve racism because he should not cook spicy food if yts don't like it in their country