Ppl who 'wasted' drop year for jee prep, how is life now?

Qualifications 78 in 12th (ik shouldn't have taken drop but I was over confident) Got jee result today, secured 33 percentile . I was very well aware I'll get low score cause tukke marke aai hu. Didn't study anything in drop year and wasted it, I don't really want to explain why bcz even idk, I js fqed up. Now thinking of pursuing bsc in computer application from a liberal art college, ashoka uni