Is there anyone else as well who needs to listen Phonk music to motivate themselves ?

I don't know what has happened to me but until I listen this sort of music for atleast 2 hours either I am not motivated at all or I just cannot function well 😭😭😭😭 I have got addicted to listening Phonk and my doctor has told me to not use earphones or any stuff because it's reducing my ear listening ability but I feel extremely motivated with Phonk music And it's not something I am doing since like some days but since 2022 I have gone obsessive over Phonk and then it only increased. I cannot stand to listen a song until it has some Phonk music shit in it 🙃 Is there anyone else - or have I gone crazy ?