How many of you are touch deprived for 3+ years.

Just the same as the title. This is a post about touch deprivation and not about relationships. Touch deprivation could be from lack of healthy contact with your parents , friends , colleagues , partners etc in the form of hugs , pat on the back, kisses and stuff. Don't confuse this with touch from a person of opposite sex. I personally have had my last hug in 2014 from a male friend. Due to my life choices and decisions and location , Despite looking good and having a game I didn't want to get into relationships and have tried to get a hooker sometimes in the recent times but in the last minute stopped it as I didn't want to go that way. Never been in a relationship , held hands or had kiss or anything related to that. I get a lot of AM proposals but don't want to get with someone who I dont have any idea about. When I feel bad, I get a head and body massage from my regular salon. This is not a self pity post. I'm working on myself , career and my abandonment issues . I feel my time has arrived that I move on to the next phase of my life and in the last decade I have never shared this with anyone as I didn't want to feel weak. Not may talk about this in the open. How long you all are facing it and how y'all are dealing with it ?