How it's like to live in most hated country in the whole world :)

It feels like everywhere outside India, people look down on indians—or at least, that’s the perception I’ve picked up. Sometimes, I think about just walking away from it all: the politics, the inefficiencies, Tbh I feel this deep, nagging pull to do something meaningful for India And yet, every time I think about it, I feel overwhelmed by how broken the system is and how hard it is to change anything. It’s exhausting to feel this way—like I don’t fully belong here, but I can’t let go either. Has anyone else felt something similar? How do you handle this push-and-pull of wanting to leave but also wanting to stay and contribute?